Entry twentyone - 20 January 2000



see me be a beatnik -- dreaming of art for art's sake

Things are definitely on the up and up.

I went and saw my GP today to talk about my asthma. He suggested that I try going off my drugs which would be something of a minor miracle. I have been taking daily steroid doses (very small doses) for the last 8 or so years and the mere fact that I am totally dependant on them (ie. My lungs are now reliant on being fed this stuff, and has ceased producing it's own) really sucks. Last year we stayed with Big-P's brother and his family in Toronto and in the middle of the night I realised I couldn't find the appropriate inhaler. Lovely Big-P tiptoed out to the car in the snow in his pj's and searched high and low to no avail. I went into a minor panic attack (if you know how it feels not to be able to breath, you'll understand how scared I was) and slept terribly. Of course I was fine, but feeling that attached to my bright yellow plastic drug dispenser is pretty sad.

On the way in to the office we stopped at a discount art supply shop. I walked around and around the shop feeling all the deliciously textured water colour paper (naughty me - putting my finger grease on virgin paper), pens, paints and sketchbooks.

In the porcelain paint isle I had a blinding vision. The patron saint of illustration appeared before me and told me to buy a sketchbook and get on with chasing my dream. So be it.

Actually, upon searching the patron saint database, there is no P S of illustration. Breast-feeding yes, Abdominal pains yes, Airborne (Paratroopers) yes, Ammunition/Ordnance /explosive workers yes. Not one for illustrators!

Is there a patron saint for your occupation? Did you know that Mary, The Madonna of Castaliazzo or Our Lady of Grace and of Crete is the patron saint of motor cyclists? Bet you didn't.

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