In November

Yesterday I took my two little girls to Mum and Dad’s for our weekly family lunch. Amelia played computer games and Lily slept.
Six months ago I was enormously pregnant and living in a pair of track pants. But at least I had time to get my hair done. Not these days – now I am going for the long and shaggy look.

A year ago Dooce started advertising on her blog giving me some big ideas, we planted zucchinis which were all sadly eaten and Lily was just wee tiny tadpole of a thing living inside of me while I kept her a secret for 12 weeks. Lucky me was about to go and see Matthew MacFadyen play Mr Darcy in Pride and Prejudice.

Two years ago I launched A Month of Softies (which is still going strong thanks to Amy who is moderating the group with great gusto), I created two of my favourite illustrations ever which then went on to inspire my first exhibition, we were hunting for a house to buy (we almost bought one with six bedrooms!) and I was living and breathing fabric and sewing and softies and crafting loveliness.

Three years ago I was having motherhood / work conflicts — ahh how times change (not). I just read that entry from three years ago and I still like the sound of LOOBYLU HEAVY INDUSTRIES… I think I will go and work there. Amelia had just started to crawl and was a happy chubby little thing.

Four years ago Amelia had turned one month old. She didn’t sleep much. I was having an awful time feeding her and I disappeared inside a strange, drawn-curtained cocoon world. I didn’t know motherhood was going to be so hard. If I could float back through time I would definitely pick this point and give myself an enormous hug and say “this soon will pass”. Because it did. And here she is, four years old, cuddling her little sister and arguing the reasons why she should get a Bratz doll for Christmas (forget it).

Five years ago we were newly weds, I was writing a novel, I had just embarked on my new freelance illustration career, we ate sushi twice a week at our favourite local restaurant, we saw movies, slept in, read magazines and did all that pre-baby stuff. (“before you were born dude / when life was great / you are the burden of my generation / I sure do love you, let’s get that straight”).

Six years ago — speaking of when life was great — we headed off to a tropical island for a romantic, beach-bound holiday. Of course it rained for the week and the beach was made of broken up coral (horribly sharp and uncomfortable) but we ate incredibly well every night from the all-you-can-eat buffet, and there were great cocktails.

and Ten years ago I moved into a house with a group of friends and we experienced Melbourne’s WORST landlord! We lasted there two weeks and lost a huge amount of sleep, money and sanity. And looky! Ten years on he’s still at it.

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16 Responses

  1. Such a nice retrospective! I can certainly identify with many of your previous states of mind, especially that transition to new mommy!

  2. you were blogging six years ago!?!
    that deserves an award or something

    looks like karma caught up with Mr Cassar

  3. What a fantastic 10 years, and how your life has changed.
    I bet you wouldn’t go back for the world.

  4. delurking to say I love this post! I only discovered you in the last year, so it’s nice to get a little history lesson 🙂

  5. “The days are long, but the years are short.”
    Don’t know who said that, but boy if it isn’t true.

  6. What a great post! Brilliant, bittersweet kind of idea to look back and see how life has changed. Out of curiousity, from a new reader, did you finish the novel?Your blog is gorgeous to look at and read! And might I add, faaaaw to Matthew MacFadyen as Darcy. Do you think Jane would have wanted to launch herself at the screen had she seen the this lurveley cutting through the meadow, coat billowing behind him, at the end of the film?

  7. Love this post. Have you ever thought about a time in the future and then remembered thinking about it when the “event” happens?

  8. Oh! Trips down memory lane are excellent.

  9. What an awful landlord! Thanks for the look back. Our timelines are surprisingly similar.

  10. What a great post idea! Amazing what we can fit into a year, if we think back hard enough. How things change, even if we don’t think they do much

  11. says:

    We have an investment unit in country NSW. and you CAN make money and be a great landlord at the same time. People like that guy make me cranky! Oh and my first child turned 5 yesterday..also had his kindergarten orientation day. Man was I fighting back the tears. He said to me last night..”its sad for you that I am 5 now isnt it”..and I had to explain that it was fantastic But Mum is just mental! Where does the time go??

  12. Great memory lane. Time, the way it passes, leaps around – amazing. Great reading.

  13. Yes! I love this post, too, and I just may have to steal the concept of reliving what I was doing certain milestone years ago… Also, because I read it here first, I also decided to be a part of NABLOPOMO, since I’ve been feeling lately like I hadn’t been writing enough. So thanks for the tip! And as always, thanks for the creative inspiration…

  14. What a brilliant blog entry. oh! if only i knew where i’d be 5 years from now (and hopefully not the same as I am now), so that i can tell myself right now i’ll be ok too…or that maybe i should be doing differently. *sigh*. this honest window into your world though continues to inspire.

  15. that was such a fun journey to hear about you, who you were and who you are.. i love the stuff you make and the ideas you come up with.
    love reading you!

  16. I am a total lurker. 😉 But I wanted to thank you for your honest, bottom of the heart posts. This list rings so true about me, except that I went on to have a third kid (three boys now), and my bad landlord was never written up in the news, although he really should have…